Jam 09.00 tanggal 25 09 2010
Mulai hari ini gue uda gk behubungan lagi sama dia , dia org yg gue sayang bener bener. Tapi gk tau knapa gue pengen lupain dia -,-" apa mungkin garagara gue sering buat dia sakit hati apa mungkin gue sirik sama ade kelas dia yg deket bgt sama dia ? Apa ? Kenapa gue pengen lupain dia ? Kenapa ? Sampe sekarang gue gk tau kenapa gue pengen lupain dia :( tapi gue udah nyuruh dia buat jahuin gue dan dia pun juga nurutin kemauan aku. Mungkin dia juga kesel sama kelakuan aku , mungkin dia juga sebel sama aku. Apa mungkin dia nyesel kenal gue ? Yah mungkin ,tapi gk tau lah ! Itu sih gimna dia aj ! aku hrus terima smua ini. Toh aku yg nyuruh dia buat lupain aku. Apakah mungkin dia bakal inget dan kangen sama gue ? Ahhhh ! Gk gk gk ! Gk mungkin dia inget dan kangen sama gue , dia kan banyak adiknya gk mungkin lah inget sama gue pasti juga 2 hari lagi dia lupa sama aku. Udahlah sekarang kamu yg hrus bisa lupai dia, lupainn diaaa nis! Ayoo ! Hapus smua kenangan kamu sama dia ! Hapus ! Ayo nis kamu pasti bisa ! Ya ! SAYA PASTI BISA !
Oke, gue gk tau nnti di luar sanah kamu ngomong apa ke org lain tentang anis , anis disini cuman bisa percaya aj sama kmu. Tapi inget jgn pernah cerita ke ade kelas kmu yg kenal sama anis juga , aku gk mau pada tau tentang ini.
MAKASIH KAK !
Ini adalah kejadian yg paling gue benci , tapi buat apalagi gk mungkinkan dia jadi kaka gue lagi ? Smuannya sudah TERLAMBAT !
Sabtu, 25 September 2010
Jumat, 17 September 2010
Big Girls Don't Cry !
La da da da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay
[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
Yeah
[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown.
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I forseek the dark ahead if I stay
[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center
Clarity, peace, serenity
Yeah
[chorus:]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry
La da da da da da
BIG GIRLS DON'T DRY !
Jumat, 03 September 2010
Just for My Mom :*
MOM :***************
kau memberikanku hidup
kau memberikanku kasih sayang
tulusnya cintamu, putihnya kasihmu
takkan pernah terbalaskan
hangat dalam dekapanmu
memberikan aku kedamaian
eratnya pelukmu, nikmatnya belaimu
takkan pernah terlupakan
oh ibu terima kasih
untuk kasih sayang yang tak pernah usai
tulus cintamu takkan mampu
untuk terbalaskan
oh ibu semoga tuhan
memberikan kedamaian dalam hidupmu
putih kasihmu kan abadi
dalam hidupku
ooohh putih kasihmu kan abadi
dalam hidupku
^^you is my life mom :******
I LOVE U MOM :**
For someone special :') :*
hai hai hai ,
Sori gue ganggu bentar yak .
Aku anis mau curhat ni .
Tentang someone yg gue sayang :*
Hai , awal gue kenal dia gara – gara FACEBOOK . gue sama dia sering “wall to wall”. Awalnya gue biasa aja sama dia, anggep temen lah. Tapi lama lama, kayanya dia itu baik, perhatian dan blab la lah. Yud gue anggep dia sebagai orang yg special dalam hidup gue. Gue sayang sama dia, dia perhatian sama gue. Gue akhirnya minta nomer hapenya, gue pengen lebih deket sama dia. Akhirnya , lama lama sama gue dia di test. Gue pengen tau , dia itu orangnya kaya gimana sih ? setelah gue test akhirnya gue baru tau. Dia itu orangnya nerima gue apa adanya. Yah ! termasuk dia itu orang kedua yg gue sayang bangetttttt. Gue sering curhat sama dia , dia suka kasih anis nasehat. Dia suka bikin anis seneng.
Tapi beberapa minggu kemudian. Jeng jeng jeng , anis baru tau kalo dia itu punya masalah sama orang yg anis sayang juga. Anis bingung harus dukung yang mana ? duaduanya orang yg anis sayang. Saat iu gue pernah ngedukung si S ( inisial aja ya ). gue sindirin trus si B ( org kedua yg anis sayang ) Beberapa harinya , B sms gue. Pagi pagi banget , gile gue masih tidur. Di tanyain ke anis “itu sindiran buat siapa ?” . Anis jawab “buat temen si S yg ngehina si S mulu”. Disitu anis ngebohongin dia , trus anis sms si B pending mulu. Anis telpon ternyata gk aktif ! oh my good ( haha ) , dia kayanya sakit hati ataopun marah lah. Gue emang BEGO ! gue salah ! gue kenapa harus ikut campur coba ? kan jadi gini masalahnya ! NYESEL GUE !. Gue sama dia sempet marahanlah. Tapi lama lama B percama saya kebohongan gue. Trus , 2 HARI KEMUDIAN gue gak enak sama si B masa gue bohongin dia truss sih ? gk mungkin kan ? yus waktu itu malem malem gue jujur sama si B. Smsnya kalo masih ada sih sama aku di tulis. Tapi sayang sekarang gue ganti hape , smua kenang kenangan dari dia kehapus smua ! kalo kalias baca pasti pada nangis ( tapi kalo cengen org yg bacanya ). Sempet dia gak mau kenal lagi sama anis , tapi anis trus berusa buat dia ttep sayang sama anis, akhirnya kurang lebih jam satu malam lah , gue berhasil buat di balik lagi ke gue. Semaleman itu gue nangis truss, sampe sampe besoknya skola mat ague bengkak woyy ! malu maluin kan yah ? untung muka gue di tutupin pake buku trus di anterin si papa lagi , jadi gk diliatin sama org org. YAYAYAYA , beberapa hari kemudian. Gue ke puncak , dia sms anis lagi. Kaya org yg gak mau kenal sama anis lagi. Kalian tau lah sinyal puncak kaya gimana, jadi gue susah buat bales sms dia. Gue sempet pengen nangis baca sms dari dia ( hiks ) tapi malumaluin lah nangis depan keluarga , heu ! Yah , tapi akhirnya juga sih gue deket lagi sama dia, gue curhat lagi sama dia. Tapi beberapa hari ini , gue ngerasa gue kaya ngejauh dari dia. Kayanya gara gar ague suka buat dia sakit hati mungkinn. Jadi gue gak enak hati. Yh MAYBE ? kayanya bener deh gue harus ngejauh dari dia. Gue gak mau bwt dia sakit hati lah. Mendingan gue ngejauh dari dia. Dan slama lamanya gk KENAL sama dia ! tapi susah buat ngelupain dia teh, apa gue harus remove facebook dan hapus nomernya dari contact hape gue ? yh mungkin , dengan cara seperti itu gue bias lupain dia. Maafin anis yh. Mungkin ini jalan terbaik. Jaga kesehatan ( lho ? ), anis jauh dari kamu karna anis gk mau kamu nangis dan di sakitin trus sama anis ! Anis harus bias lupain dia ! HARUS ! MAAF !
----------------------THE AND-------------------------
^^FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL YG BENER BENER ANIS SAYANG :*
^^ANIS SAYANG KAMU KO :*
^^MISS U :*
Kamis, 02 September 2010
Especially For You :)
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you
And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you
Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I’m certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life .. oOh
You showed me the way
And now that I’m next to you
I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
Oh, and I wanna bring out all the love inside you, oh
And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true . And all the love I have is Especially for you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
And now that I’m next to you
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I’ve got to say
It’s all because of you
And now we’re back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you
Together, together, I wanna show you ,
My heart is oh so true, and all the love I
Have is especially for you…
ohhhhh , hahaha
yeah !
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